Day 19

Day 19...now this was fun.  I recently found an old picture of me, my sister, and our cousins when we were all little tiny things.  It's fabulous and I couldn't wait to post it.  So here ya go...oh and I'm the one in the middle with the green shirt.  My daddy informed me that he thought I was some little boy he couldn't remember sitting there next to my cousin.  I prefer to think that is because this is a very old picture and it's a little faded.  (Phoebe: consider yourself avenged, please ;) )



From left to right: Shane, Kimberly, Michael, Me, Robert, and Jeron.  Aren't we cute?? :)

It still amazes me that my Meme and Papa used to keep all six of us at once on occasion.  We were messes! I miss those days when we were all always together and getting into all kinds of trouble..actually the boys were always in trouble...I was just usually tagging along watching the trouble.  Time moves swiftly.  I hope we will have more times when we are all together again.  I miss my cousins and as I get older I realize how important they are.

Day 18

Day 18: A picture of my biggest insecurity....

Will I be a good wife??

There ya go folks...that's my biggest insecurity right now.  I wrestle with whether I will make it as a wife.  Will I be a good one?  Will I be a loving one?  Will I be like the wife in Proverbs?  Or will I grow bitter and condescending and pushy and terrible?  Will I be the helpmate my husband needs? Or will I drive him away and build up a bridge between us so far across that neither of us will be willing to cross it again? 

I don't have the answers to these questions.  But I do know that God is good and faithful.  I know that if I can continue to cling to Him it doesn't matter what the question is...the answer is always Him and Him alone.